Awaken
You see me as i walk along these halls.
The floor feels cold, darkened by my long absence.
No one waits for me, and I look in the mirror,
to welcome myself home.
Hi, i know it's been a long time since i blogged, but i was just lazy.
What do you think about the new skin?
I kinda like it.
Things have been strange. Today i started by waking up usually early and not feel sleepy, then I go to school and the morning passes by so fast, like i was awake. In the after noon Tan lye hwa din get all her homework pieces in, thus she didn't teach. What a great time to catch up with math homework. Thanks miss tan.
I came home, and heard that my musix teacher just ended his Gum operation, thus he couldn't come to teach, so i watched Friends for a while and played Dota, 2 games where we didn't get past lvl 10 cos of stupid quitters. CURSE THEM.
Then i couldn't stand the sight of the biiig big mess in my room so i cleared it all up.
I went for my dinner, came back up and chAtted for a while. Suddenly my mother comes in, yells at me, saying how hopeless i am, how ....
"For he shall not yield until you have gained his trust." -Eva Shan
And i shall not say.
Why does my life end up so "well"? Does God hate me? is that it? i have not seen anything good happen at all recently. Does God even exist? Or is he a figment of human imagination?
Now i do not wish to speak. Leave me alone, or paddle the river of eternal suffering.
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