Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Cries
To Have Seen.

Cries-

Slide, Crunch
And to Him a-facing
Be'd Like "A Thief in The Night"
Hails the hallowed darkness
A-wisping, from... this sight.

Tinkle, Sigh
Ghosts reverbrating
Withdraws to that neverend
Tears one, chilling sigh
For that forever Umbralic.

Taut, Why?
Still waters awakened
Embraces of tip-to-t'end
Lashes, In draconic pursuit
To that void n'existent.

Bold, Die
Unforgiving brightness
T'which in searing descent
Engulfs me not
Thats primal-spoken emotions.

Sap, Swift
Blossoms such otiose
How saccharine, How divine,
To ha'd seen the eyes
Of Desperate Human Deception.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 4:58 PM


Jestions.

More Pills...



Wonderful.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 2:22 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

A Past, Reborn
Just thought that perhaps, I'd do like all others have done.

And so I shall scribe the story of fate, that which was written for me.




As what unfolded during the passing of the years. On the date, so spoken as the First of January, 2007, "New Year" of the Gregorian Calander.


Of unapparent reason, my new years greeting, of which I had addressed to but a-many people, was sent, and re-sent repeatedly for approximatly 8 times. Until I forcefully removed its battery, which it then refused to power up any more.

Yet, I had it said, said, and said once again.


I had it decreed to all those which cared.


For the passing of years marked that of great significance.
On the passing of years, there was but a one I saw fell, rested, and ultimatly rebirthed.


As that which unfolded during the reinitiation, on the date, so spoken of as the Third of January, 2007.

I stepped into the floors of Catholic JC, with undoubtly, much unwillingness. For in my heart I had, despite the reunification, carried through much, much, very much prejudice.

Though, I have to admit, I had a pretty good impression of the Facilitators. They were nice people, yeps.

Thursday's was similar to Wednesday's.

And as for Friday, the Fifth of January, 2007,

Unable I was, to attend school.

I... had a hospital appointment.

So did I on Saturday. I and the good doctor had a relatively pleasant talk.

And I shall speak more of it soon.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 9:31 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

To Hide
-Standing in the shadow of our lives-

And indeed on the verge of updating.
I was, truely.

And procrastination's annoying, comforting thrusts failed not in my seduction.


-To Hide our imperfections-


And I shall speak more, on a day left on this path lain before.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 8:09 PM

darkness.for.words

clipped.wings

Felix Kyros Ang Mao Ler
Banished for 17 years now
Left the Shimmering Lights Behind
Dark Angel
Twelth, of Twelth
Suffering the curse of humanity
Lust for blood

deep.desires
1. Human Rejection
2. Time
3. Freedom
4. To Leave this Cursed Land
5. My Soul
6. My Sanity (I Got This Back)
7. Of Wisdom and Lightworks

heart.felt
Lacuna Coil
Within Temptation
Evanescence
Nightwish
Elfen Lied
Epica
Death
Sorrow
Darkness
The Moon
Blood

heart.cursed
Humanity
Sunlight
Helplessness
Imcomprehension
Cruelty
Violence
Inequality

last.words
i still love you. i always have. i was banished from the light, to get caught in the middle. punished with insanity. death out of my grasp.
you never existed to care for me. you existed for me to care. and when i cried, nobody came. nobody alive. humanity is dead.
new humanity was recreated. and you punished me by making me part of it. i still cry. still nobody comes. nobody comes. nobody ever came.
and still i scream, torn apart in the battle in my own mind. the battle of two, the battle of three. nobody comes to help me, for i wish no human help.
what could humanity do but rip me further? locked in rotting flesh. destined to be punished. because of you. you who lies. you who never lived, and you who will never die.

over. ended.
all silent as the ticks of the halted hands.
i turn. i see.
the dances of grey havens, over the earth so cold
and sit, in the cries of a motherless child.

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