Monday, December 25, 2006

Deservance
They took you away from me...

but now i'm taking you home




And such a fools choice it was.
Why. Was it even ever such.
Naught do they do. No.
To the truth of knowledge deserve.

And yet you spoke, you fool!
You spoke. And to all ends burnt it all away.

You know you treasured it.


But, My darling, it'd be all gone now.
And I only wanted to protect you.



I will stay forever here with you,
My Love.

The softly spoken words you gave me.



Grasp afading,
god's asleep.
And now 'till forever
You shall weep.



And I can't love you anymore than I do.



This intense snuggliness
Of a touch too swift
Kissing behind sweet torment
and a little lost soul.




Even in death


Our Love Goes On.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 12:03 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Prismic
My dear, my baby baby dear,
Why do you cry?
Here had kept you not
Warm, safe, dry?
In here have blinds
To reduce the sears,
In here saw bleeds
To replenish your tears.

In here have lights,
have sweets, have sights,
Have athousand and athousand more.
Have things ashine, have things so fine,
Have things I'd only adore.

Yet, My Dear,
My Baby, baby dear,
Why do you cry?


Why do I cry?


Because whispers of a past so bright,
so burning, burning alight,
refuse to leave my door.

Dears I have, Dears I've got,
Dears I've dreamt of so long before,
Yet dears so dear snuffle not the fear
That sings to those cursed memories.



Why do you not leave me be...
Why not?




Yet still to this rhyme I'll lament,
Of pains unable to repent,
Of innocent bloodshots sent...

My Dear, My Dear, My Baby Baby Dear,
Why do you cry?





Thank You...
Maomoi, Shelarh, Dao, John, Oliver, Seeing, Leopie, Wanting,

You've made this warmth so much more bearable.



And you, I wish I didn't have feelings for you anymore.


Happy Birthday... to me,



Happy Birthday to... me...



Happy Birthday.... to the one benamed... Felix Kyros Ang Mao Ler...



Sounds un-a-flowing it does.
It does from these rough, creavaced, breathless lips,
Sound Alien, no?



Feelings, feelings,
Begone, I beg of you.
The gushing, roaring emptiness are all you'd bring
To my broken blood,
To my bleeding heart.



Happy Birthday to...

Sigh

Me.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 5:44 AM

darkness.for.words

clipped.wings

Felix Kyros Ang Mao Ler
Banished for 17 years now
Left the Shimmering Lights Behind
Dark Angel
Twelth, of Twelth
Suffering the curse of humanity
Lust for blood

deep.desires
1. Human Rejection
2. Time
3. Freedom
4. To Leave this Cursed Land
5. My Soul
6. My Sanity (I Got This Back)
7. Of Wisdom and Lightworks

heart.felt
Lacuna Coil
Within Temptation
Evanescence
Nightwish
Elfen Lied
Epica
Death
Sorrow
Darkness
The Moon
Blood

heart.cursed
Humanity
Sunlight
Helplessness
Imcomprehension
Cruelty
Violence
Inequality

last.words
i still love you. i always have. i was banished from the light, to get caught in the middle. punished with insanity. death out of my grasp.
you never existed to care for me. you existed for me to care. and when i cried, nobody came. nobody alive. humanity is dead.
new humanity was recreated. and you punished me by making me part of it. i still cry. still nobody comes. nobody comes. nobody ever came.
and still i scream, torn apart in the battle in my own mind. the battle of two, the battle of three. nobody comes to help me, for i wish no human help.
what could humanity do but rip me further? locked in rotting flesh. destined to be punished. because of you. you who lies. you who never lived, and you who will never die.

over. ended.
all silent as the ticks of the halted hands.
i turn. i see.
the dances of grey havens, over the earth so cold
and sit, in the cries of a motherless child.

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