Hello
You know, recently I've been getting a lot of trouble with my father. I've been feeling very depressed. Alot of trance. Then i started reading the bible once again, helped on by my aunt.
I then felt slightly comforted, and happy, and peaceful. I think I might just become human once again. Many people still don't understand me, and don't care. I am starting to see my old self. and i don't know, whether to walk the path of Mystery, Power and phrophecy, or happiness, enjoyment and acceptence.
Mystery, Power and Phrophecy: To walk a path on my own, fighting emotion and happiness to attain sadness. Whereby in sadness once can view the world purely as it is. To have sadness is inevitable. To control sadness is to be true. For without sadness there can be no peace. Peace in this corrupt world requires sacrifice and pleasing of the enemy..which leads to sadness.
I shall go clean and fix certain items in my room. I seem to have blown my speakers adapter. no sound for me now.
Lord Help Me
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