Its been a dizzy week. Dizzy?
Oh gosh.
Whydothesethingshappen??
Okay so my dad kicked me off his "Send to school" namelist even though im the only one actually on it. And I fell sick on thursday morning so i was sent home. Went to see Dr.Koh, 2 day MC frm school.
Now to the more erm.. important news. Ms Serene Leong passed on Wednesday night. I actually don't know what to say... erm I missed the wake because i lacked a "consent form". why does one need a consent form to go see the departed??? I'll honour her in my own little way then...
But now she is gone, and life in this realm has to continue. The sand will still fall, grain by grain from the hourglass, counting down the seconds until it is my turn to flip it.
Erm got around 14 kills with necrolyte and bane elemental on irc dota games. but this is irrelevant.
The dumb antibiotics make me drowsy. Its a wonder how i kept my eyelids from closing after taking the pills during recess. Its half eric's credit too. He kept whacking me on the back so i was hitting him wif my umbrella until the handle got bent, and i spent the rest of the day trying to bend it back. That sure keeps one awake.
Jenjoygoh says I need to put in more effort because im in a 3 pure science class, that in the upcoming CT only 4 failed subjects are needed before Parent teacher meetings are required. and "Physics must not be one of them."
I just don't get some parts of Chem and i cant remember the formula for Remainder and factor theorum.... something like R= Q(x) or something. I need revision. CT's in 2 weeks and i will not be one to fail as badly as before again. Trust me, I won't let me down.
Lastly I wrote a poem in memory of Ms Leong, my previous year's english teacher. I still remember during her first lesson we had to pass rubber bands using straws placed in out mouths, and if one dropped she would cut the straw shorter... and shorter.... and we would throw rubber bands to the end of the line when she was not looking. But memories are horrible. Thye are like evil, leeching itself to your every senses, torturing you, and nothing will make them leave. Nothing. Nothing will make them leave.
Nothing.
But i am drained, and i need revision.
--Dream--
For the longest time this one would knew,
All had to attend a school.
Like all others this one went
With love was this letter sent.
For each school was a commune,
Thus this one was the same.
Each person held a pen,
On the vellum, wrote their names.
Not everyone had known her,
Not everyone desired,
To go and see her last,
Conflagrated by fire.
Yet those who were her acquaintances,
Felt their hearts pierced still.
No healing would help them,
A space could not be filled.
Yet as one slipped into dream,
And one saw her face,
Her visage serene and cold,
For they never will change again.
They never will change.
And she lies there in eternal sleep,
Never to awaken again.
As thy closes my eyes,
Thy sees memento mori.
As thou lies in eternal sleep,
Never to awaken again,
I look towards the earth,
Towards the gods,
And know that one day
We shalt see her again.
---
In memory of Madam Serene Leong
Im feeling sad. Yes. Argh.
Leave me be. Go. Shoo. Go. GO!
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