Sigh
Ah. I think I'm becoming old me again. Atleast I'm regaining some of my old sanity.
Ah well. Today was a rather emotional day, esp for the most unemotional things.
I woke up after 8 hours.. a lack of sleep haiz. My dad woke up late for the meeting that he himself planned. His morning groans was what woke me up and... unfortunatly i never went back to sleep. Anyways you'd think that I'd get all angry and grumpy and emotional but funny enough I felt no emotion. at all.
Woke up... and played com for the first time in the week... ah. Played Warlords Battlecry III, for about 1 and a half hours. Then I found "The Last Samurai" dvd, so i watched it, and got really emotional at some of the parts... like started tearing. Then I played this sad song and started tearing more. And in the normal world I would be stuck in a mental unit to stabalize my condition. Somehow i'm in the real world and this is not happening, strange eh. Just like me to start crying over shows but feel no emotions otherwise.
So my mum came back with lunch... and i ate normally, emotionlessly. Was kinda emotionless for the rest of the day. Then after lunch i tried packing my room... and it took 47 minutes to clear my desk, 29 minutes to rearrange papers and 1 hr and 19 minutes to pack my boxes. Profitable day eh, which led me to do some homework... for awhile. Havent touched Mrs.Ng's hw yet apparently, or Jengoh's or anyone elses... oh look, my no.3 uniform is still here, unwashed. sigh more things to do...
Oh yea. During da afternoon i chatted to JR, wanted to tell him smth... then i forgot what i wanted to so he asked me to watch channelnewsasia. Apparently they were burning that Rajar guy's dead corpse... how sad. He should have been buried. Anyways i am not not not a patriotic person and so i don't really care. Wadever.
After that we(family) decided not to go to Granma's house... so we went out to eat some unhealthy beehoon crab. Certainly was crummylicious... though there weren't any crumbs but you get what i mean, and if you don't, you don't deserve to read my words. Sad.
And even after all the Junk food this week...
I'm losing weight. Like 0.2 kg a week...
Sigh. Shoo and leave me alone.
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