Loss and Discovery
This song is dedicated to the one who hath aided thy, oh so much...
May your spirit rest dormant 'till each moon riseth.
The Soft Goodbye
When the light begins to fade and shadows fall across the sea,
one bright star in the evening sky, your love's light leads me on my way.
there's a dream that will not sleep, a burning hope that will not die.
so I must go now with the wind, and leave you waiting on the tide.
time to fly, time to touch the sky.
one voice alone, a haunting cry...
one song, one star burning bright, may it carry me through darkest night.
rain comes over the gray hills, and on the air, a soft goodbye.
hear the song that I sing to you, when the time has come to fly.
when I leave and take the wind and find the land that faith will bring,
the brightest star in the evening sky is yours to find for me...
its yours to find for me...
=)
I have changed so much in the past few days... my inner soulth opened one small window to its lightness.
And yet I mourn the loss of many a human once lived, and tear forth the new reviality.
blessed may thou be, the angels of light whose soul kisseth thy.
and as the blood flows in the name of pain, the time of freedom shalth come again. remember these words, fool of fools.
and now i musth be on my way.
bright the skies and warm the heart.
The Silence
Eternal Silence....
They are no more.
No more whispers in my mind.
No tanglements in my soul.
They are no more.
And I am finally a one.
To Have Seen
I think... now I might finally understand.
Perhaps it is just me, and not the others who agree, that I might just finally understand.
I set up the system today.
All they gave me was a smile, and "Thats so cool"
No "Thank you" or any of the liking.
But... I might finally understand.
They were brought up in an entirely human world.
We hated this human world, so I made myself, or at least tried to, polarize myself from it.
They, however, gave in. Because they love this damned, cursed world. Because all they want to do is to live, to live forever.
And all I want to do is die, eternal death, no more sorrow, no more suffering.
They gave in, and thats who they have become. The fighters, the rebels, who everyday strive to rise above the false veil of humanity's lies, those who love the very things who hate them, those angels damned between humanity, those... like me...
These are the ones who deserve to live forever. But I don't wish to anymore. Why live, when pain is all you recieve?
Think about it.
And I think I might finally understand.
Sifting through memories.
I was just looking through my old files when this old poem of mine was found.
Utopia
A gravestone
The man of light here lies
A place for the dancing fireflies
Dead
For all he did was good
And against all evil he ever stood
There
The impure hearts stand
In the rain of blood of good men
And
They were allowed to live
Because all they did was take, never give
Sun
Its rays shine over the selfish pigeons
Bathing them in its rejuvenating light
For
The rewards of the guiltless
Lie in the ever-plump palms of the unworthy
That
Is how the world has stood
And how the world forever shall stay
Flee
For the good are long gone
And it is in evil that shall path the way.
But
I shall not give in
And die I must, for freedom that will never come one day
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