To Have Seen
I think... now I might finally understand.
Perhaps it is just me, and not the others who agree, that I might just finally understand.
I set up the system today.
All they gave me was a smile, and "Thats so cool"
No "Thank you" or any of the liking.
But... I might finally understand.
They were brought up in an entirely human world.
We hated this human world, so I made myself, or at least tried to, polarize myself from it.
They, however, gave in. Because they love this damned, cursed world. Because all they want to do is to live, to live forever.
And all I want to do is die, eternal death, no more sorrow, no more suffering.
They gave in, and thats who they have become. The fighters, the rebels, who everyday strive to rise above the false veil of humanity's lies, those who love the very things who hate them, those angels damned between humanity, those... like me...
These are the ones who deserve to live forever. But I don't wish to anymore. Why live, when pain is all you recieve?
Think about it.
And I think I might finally understand.
|
