That Flower.
あの花
あの花は
死んでいて、黒くなって来る。
そして幸せじゃない。
あそこへ歩く。
涙を降っていて、
別な花は構わない。
行く時
見たけど、
花はもう死んだ。
しかし、笑った。
あの花しか私は
好きなので。
A little announcement
Although I do not think people come here, I just wanna say this.
I GOT D7 FOR CHINESE!!!!!!!
Heh. And I'm thankful for it. I choose not to let chinese ruin my life. So... I now am eligible to attend JC! Cos I have a D7. and thats all I need. whee.
Cheers to D7s!
Voltaire
It seems Voltaire was a wise frenchman.
On l'interdit de tuer, donc tous les meurtriers sont punis à moins qu'ils tuent dans de grands nombres et au bruit des trompettes.
-Voltaire
It means,
“It is forbidden to kill, therefore all murderers are punished unless they kill in large numbers and to the sound of trumpets.”
Tout amende aujourd'hui, cela est notre illusion.
Et
S'il n'y avait aucun Dieu, il aurait été nécessaire de l'inventer.
Et
Je désapprove ce que vous dites, mais je défendrai à la mort votre droite de la dire.
A plus tard.
Fathomable
I did promise one understandable post.... so here. No funny spinning words or roundabout grammer. Comprehendable.
This was an eventful week it was, yes.
Let us begin with... the change.
Well things occur, I guess. Just a little untimely for them all to occur on the same day.
Then, I decided, I wanted myself back. So I decided to change.
The only thing that is important is, there was only one who came. Heh. And not even one whom I used to be close to. The people who claimed to be my.... "friend"s. What did they even do? Nothing, nothing at all. Except drive deeper the infurity.
To Darth Sulphate, There are other reasons why. This does not apply to you.
So. The day after the change. It seems few even realized my plight. However, I have here not to thank Ben for being one of those who saw, and who came to talk. At least.
It suffices to say that blood flowed on that day, be it only drips of. The week flowed past on the backs of a million hawks, much of it in a flurry. There is little that comes to my mind when I attempt to peer into my memories. I only remember the pain, and the relief, and the azure shining rainbow.
Oh, but I promised no winding talk, did I not.
But I do remember leaving on a Friday. =) that one shines brightly. School ended early, around a tens of the morning, thus I made a quick desicion to follow Gabriel to his home. They apparently planned on swimming, though I did not. After John and Marcus had their Oral Examinations, we left the cursed school.
After a times bus ride, we left our belongings in Gabriel's humble apartment, and as John and I amused ourselves playing the piano.... no.... I amused myself watching John play. His playing amazes me... It seems to such an extent so... beautiful. He leaves his soul to enter the song, which colors itself with little bright sparkly lights, then after a little persuasion by whomever I do not remember, we left for food!
Ohyeah. Was it Wee Liang? I certainly recall somebody moaning about hunger.
We walked nearby to a certain store which sold a noodle.... which seems like a noodle to me. Interestingly enough, it has its own name... Board Noodles? Ban Mien. Heh. Gabriel paid for this poor broke cashless person, and I have yet to return the cost!
After that, we returned and I urged John to rest before going for the swim that everyone was looking forwards to. He was all pained and all! So I THINK we played Harry Potter.... or I think I just randomly rained curses on everything I saw. Ah wells.
Then, the swim!
I was actually reluctant to enter the pool, but I love water! Many should know, yet I had no change of clothes and thus I.... resisted the temptation to splash in the water. Or not. I waved people from the sides of the pool... until Marcus and Gabriel (Lee) made it their pure intent to soak me. Then Gabriel (Lee again) came up and flung me in the pool!
And thats the story of my wetness.
Saturday.... I cannot recall.
oh Yeah! Jiajia/Diza/Kelly/Rayne/Jaylyn's birthday party!
.... I made TONS of water balloons.... which nobody played! BAD PEOPLE.
So shelarh and I flung about half of them off the balcony. Then I got bored and talked on the phone with special people for like some time... while irritating seeing. But she was nice enough to lend me HER phone when my mum's went flat... nice girl she is yes! And she looks better with her hair back too.
Happy birthday to Jaylyn! I turns out my present reminded her of Lucy's last year. heh.
Came home late, and I couldn't sleep. Heh. Thinking abt sunday.
Sunday!
After..... my stuff, I went to meet John and Jianrui to go to their church!
They were really nice people.... haha. They even sang a song specially for me. =)
But still I mourn the loss of my hair.... they fell by the razor sharp hand of DK.
I still remember... a few... schools!
Acs(i)
Acs(b) *brother school
NYGH
Cedars
Innova.... was there?
2 ppl from army...
A Christine
John's sis.....
Somebody from Simei ITE
ah. my memory fails me.
Then John and I ate fast food (yes again, but i lost 0.8 kg!)
And we went to his house! he slept on the bus, poor tired soul.
I met his mom, which later John reminded that I had already met her before.
John ate.... "Lasagna"....
Joel did physics.
Then Gabriel called! Apparently we made him wait really long for us. Sorry!
Sho we left to get to city hall, and I dressed up, albeit my dumb ugly high sloped hair.
Went to victoria CH, and we reserved seats which weren't taken by them anyways... I tried to irritate Renyi, y'know the class councillor... to no avail indeed.
Concert passed.
We left for suntec! (i actually chose dis time!)
We(gabs) bought John some dinner, which he was really.... embarrased about..... I urged him that it was fine. I dun think he took it, but sigh. What else could I do?
I got irritated by singaporean folks. Darned selfish ......(this could go on).......
Then we met ..... was it gerealdine?
and we took bus home... only... john took an unknown bus and MISSED HIS STOP! he was reaaaallllyyyyy freaking out over the phone heheh, and he called his sister joanne.
Guess where he got lost.
2 stops from my house?
Sure.
So I took the bus to find him, assured him that my bus would go to the station, then walked home. I got freaked by plastic bags and the lack of civilization, but ah wells.
hahaha. he sounded really funny freaking out.
At all rates, went to school the past 3 days EXTREMELY TIRED.
Expecially having to go through.... more irritaitons. Yet... I foresee things turning up soon. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all... or maybe something changed the night red tears were shed.
I do not know.
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