Slavery
I will not be a dog to you any longer.
I will not return BEGGING for your forgiveness.
For what you have spoken that you were upset about, I have already apologized. MULTIPLE times.
And if that is not good enough for you, John, then so be it.
Perhaps it never dawned on you, that I have emotions.
And if you don't care about that
If your preference lies in those fallen fools
If your overwhelming ego stops you from seeing the truth
If you wish to continue your extreme biasedness with no regards whatsoever about my feelings
then so be it.
Then this slavery shall end.
Perhaps I cared for you too much. Perhaps I stayed by you too long.
That now you see me foreverlonging.
But I shall die one day.
Who takes who for granted, John?
Stay by your fools.
And be calmed you may, for this shall only hurt me. Me and only me. Live your life like you would if I died.
Live your happy, lucky life.
And forget not my words once spoken.
That when the bitter cold wind blows, and all that falls around you are dead leaves, then, maybe then, you'll miss the ones once green.
This will hurt me. This will hurt.
But staying by you will hurt more.
For you have been blessed with too many friends to treasure the ones you have.
For you have been blessed with too much love to understand it truely.
So I leave these dreaded halls of Maris Stella the same way I entered those four painful long years ago.
Alone.
Alone.
Forever Alone.
Even though I'm the Sacrifice,
You won't try for me not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone... missing me?
- Evanescence- Missing
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