Friday, March 02, 2007

and the rain sings...
there are words terribly unspoken.


painfully so.



no shadows.
no labryinths.
no... poetry.

just for once.

--soon i will be here no more

days, days, many a days it's been.
thince that i stepped into CJ.


as that was spoken, i did so with a heavy heart.
a heart live winds, a heart crying blood.

and that with before, of devilish flames did freet,
and with simmer shadows sealed it so,
what with which i never knew, and so never knew.

IG12. so spoken it did.
my first toe-taps through the glimmering layers
of a so-eternal unbroken surface.

and there i saw what which i've observed but never seen,
i've spoken but never decreed.
saw i, life.
in the realms of the sun-dancers.

so much, too much, too bright...
and cowered did i, my embracing blight.



to strip off the layers like so,
and an-apologies
i could not do.



and i met 1t20.

seemed half of us went with ek, and three with ronald.
seemed i lost't'd be.

ring-arounda-ring; whacko and a cheryl -c.
drop the blanket and hold the tone.

and then followed the hours of undying laughter... for fifty-five days follows.

much as i would like to type one post of such difference, it seems it'll boil down to this.

Cynthia Teo- The One in Awe
You were at the round table, second from the stairs.
We were having break, you had your phone.
Then we spoke, and glorious glory be
You actually spoke well with me...

And we spoke of dance, and schools, and games,
and companions and happens and through.
For falce were you not to me,
and false was I not to you.

Stay cheerful, Cyn.
My first friend, whom with times and bus-rides shared.


Phoebe Buffay- The One Who Couldn't Fly
The audi, and the end of the first day.

"Why don't you talk?" asked you, then talk I did.

About $10 for stripes and Zinc and denim.
I was afraid, really. Didn't know what to say
Thus I spoke like you, and naught did you seem to mind.
I showed you little, yet you showed me kind.
And streams of the petite cheeryness bist.

And then the pokings started.

Phoebe, I adored our chats and times together,
In the LTs, in class, numbered too to say,
And I wish To this road we hadn't not to go away.

You brought my belonging, dear phoebe.

My first in Sixteen years.

And I only hope I could have barely done for me you did to you in its magnitude.
You were my Friend. A true one at that.
You were a friend to him which was human not,
Whom they abandoned to forever rot.

Don't ever leave yourself.
Don't ever.

And I will be just... "a phone call away".

Yza - Whom I Looked Up To
And you began this heritage natter. Natter-natter-pitter-patter.

Nonetheless, dance we did.
Through steps unknown,
and swung me through that unseeable zone.

I admired your ability to "sweep-up-and-get-it-going".
Firmly supported you for the HTC Position.

And you never let us down.
Never.

And it was an honor.

Ming Ching - The One Who Stood For Himself
Talked you did about literature.

Wrote twelve pages for the Os, dinntyou. Or was it Fourteen?

So knowledgable you are, so critical, with sight clearer than humanity's.

Yet a barrier remains to wisdom, my friend.

Sensitivity.

Nonetheless. You certainly did impress me.
And though I never got to stand up for you like I would have, you certainly needed not it, and perhaps flames had taken to your name if done so did i.

Fareblessed be on the road before you.
The gravel will rough, and the shards may cut,
but you, my friend will step forth 'ill the end.

Phoon Wai Mun - Whom with kindness blessed
Drew you the penguin!
Drew you did.

You showed me caring. You showed me life through those glinty eyes.
Into a world Everpink.

We had fun.
or so the raven sings.
and still ever does.

and for that which i could never speak of
and for that which i could never do
... sorry...

and you blew dripple-drops back into my blood

... new moon.

Gabrielle - Hugs
How to start...?

One day we will meet again...
And you'll be here in my arms.
Just sleeping

Into me brought you
the choking waterfalls kicked so
through a world once shivering


and you shattered the ice-slips
and the twinkles
of frost on trees
over the sweetness of my stilled swallow.

i don't know how to ever live you well enough...
i don't know how...

but perhaps
someday

gaze you will upon to a clear blue skies
of everending clouds
and at your feet,
an entwined, dark red rose.

and i never really got my chinese compo back, y'know. =)

Teri - Little Hamster
Really. Japanese?

And you were the bubbles.

Little ball of energy. =)

For not you were, and such
never'd be had i have the escalating
floats of laughter

and when i reached the clouds, you'd be
so high above,
chuckling

Yo! Teri!

Annabelle - La Belle Dame
Pardon s'il vous plait, my oh so terrible french.

Once more so were you the
grinning flowers
past the reflections, on the other side

little could i understand

though it indeed was but you through
felt which i did, the pleasuring honeysuckles
of the sunny skies.

thanks for playing by me. =)

Leverby - She who hit hard
My hair!
My hair!!!

no, i despise blood in my hands.

and now my nose is gone. T_T

Little Miss Tiny-but-omigosh-so-strong

And Be'd you the winds and puddles
of which my hat away'd blown
hair a-flying.

and we'd hop around
rain falled,
giggling, a-splash
and a rather loud roar.

chuckles!

Benjamin - Why do you weep?
You...

Benji!!

Benjelina.

Erm.

Thered was I, and the rising sun
and the little fluffs
of plains adored.

Smile, Benji.

Smile

Sutha - Sentinal
And you pointed the way
the way of so far
which i could walk towards.

everthanks be...
for you i won't forget.

Angie-Prema - Whoa Duo
You both sat before me
and definitely, were the source of a gazillion
funny times, and...

Bless you be, Angie.

And Prema, its really a joke!

Cheryl
Who never needed to words speak.

Thanks for the 'lil waves.

Felicity - Of Much Happiness
I'd be glad to sit by you
though not much speaked be
and still
singing.

i never got to sing

but perhaps i might
on a certain summerday
of unending happiness.

And was it not you who named me Felixity?

Jane - Mommy
You owe me Sweeeeeeetsssss!!!!

Everthanks... for the greetings
and the chats and the..
and the...

wait.
are you listening to me!?!?!

Ivan
What to do, What to say?

Will you forever never to me play?

Morgan - Silver Skulls
One day perhaps,
One mighty fine day

when all those sleepy go away
and the end of all things near
then we shall watch
as they come
to no end
to our end.

The Guys
Thought I freaked you out.
=)

Oh yea.

Blesses to HongSiah.

so it was thus spoken and so had it been
of such a one becursed

and hopped did i
into the waters

of giggles and shouts and the endless day

and now the seeming, streaming sunset.


You've heard my tale through my blood...

as an orb shimmeres through the blood abite
we so must go now
leaving us waiting on the tide
for the tide.

And all will turn
To Silver Glass...

Step now my friends.
Leave it all behind.
These sunrises and sets of fifty-five.

Our ships await through different winds
and through different tides.

The light on the water...

From the boat turn not back to the shore

Our sandprints before the darkening grass

For our prints will in the waves
Join us back wherever we are
In those great speckles of summer blue.

A grain of sand....
But a simple grain.

Thank you all. Thank you forever
Thank you for in this void
Igniting a flame
To shadow the darkness.

Thank... you... all....

What do you see
On the Horizon?
Why do the white gulls call...?

Across the sea
A pale moon rises...
The ships have come... to carry us home.

Two more sunrises.
Two more glares.

Then shall I return to the lakes of unmoving
Of serene stills.
Of which my heart lies forever and ever.

I will miss you all.

Until then which my heart turns to cold
'till never again.

Our promise.

Grey Ships pass-


into the west.

- --| Kyros |-- wasn't missed at 10:03 PM

darkness.for.words

clipped.wings

Felix Kyros Ang Mao Ler
Banished for 17 years now
Left the Shimmering Lights Behind
Dark Angel
Twelth, of Twelth
Suffering the curse of humanity
Lust for blood

deep.desires
1. Human Rejection
2. Time
3. Freedom
4. To Leave this Cursed Land
5. My Soul
6. My Sanity (I Got This Back)
7. Of Wisdom and Lightworks

heart.felt
Lacuna Coil
Within Temptation
Evanescence
Nightwish
Elfen Lied
Epica
Death
Sorrow
Darkness
The Moon
Blood

heart.cursed
Humanity
Sunlight
Helplessness
Imcomprehension
Cruelty
Violence
Inequality

last.words
i still love you. i always have. i was banished from the light, to get caught in the middle. punished with insanity. death out of my grasp.
you never existed to care for me. you existed for me to care. and when i cried, nobody came. nobody alive. humanity is dead.
new humanity was recreated. and you punished me by making me part of it. i still cry. still nobody comes. nobody comes. nobody ever came.
and still i scream, torn apart in the battle in my own mind. the battle of two, the battle of three. nobody comes to help me, for i wish no human help.
what could humanity do but rip me further? locked in rotting flesh. destined to be punished. because of you. you who lies. you who never lived, and you who will never die.

over. ended.
all silent as the ticks of the halted hands.
i turn. i see.
the dances of grey havens, over the earth so cold
and sit, in the cries of a motherless child.

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